Friday, September 4, 2009

beanbags for your fingertips

I am still kind of searching.

I found a few things:
- the need to by physical, interspersed with the desire to investigate the meanings of things that are small and intricate
- the joy in being usefully productive
- the ability to ignore it all, for once

The trouble with ignoring it all is that it also feels a bit like not caring. However, I need to recognize that I have in fact done all that I am supposed to, and attempting to care past my capacity just ends up being unhealthy.

Perhaps.

Many thanks to my friends who have made this week mean more than just drudgery.

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